||[Tuesday, January 30th, 2007|12:15 am]
"People can live one hundred years without really living a minute."|
my greatest fear.
maybe that's why people turn to religion--to validate their existence. to make them feel like their living isn't meaningless.
well, for right now, i don't have a whole lot of religion...so, i just have me...but how to i make myself feel like i'm not wasting my life?
i think i definitely took a step in the right direction by getting away from yale...i do have a twinge of regret every now and then, mostly when i get emails of all the crazy-spectacular things going on there or when i eat in the dining hall here (haha), but overall, i'm so much happier here that i don't want to go back.
i want to have a real job this summer, but i have to take animal nutrition and physucks II, so there's 7-8 weeks of my summer gone...i think summer is 13 weeks long. road trip/serious travel? community service? horseback riding? i just want the world again and i'm getting restless...i guess that's good...yale's stupor is wearing off?